In that case, you definitely don't want to be messing with powdered steels, canister damascus, etc. This isn't a reflection on you personally; it's an objective assessment of your skill level. One of the worst things about being a novice (and I'm speaking from personal experience here) is that you don't even know what you don't know. In fact, the more I learn, the more I learn how little I know (<<more Socrates).
If you're serious about getting into knifemaking, @Meridianfrost, I've got two suggestions. First, invest in some proper knifemaking stock in a known alloy like 1084. The knifemakers here can give you recommendations for what's a good beginner's steel. Second (if you're looking for a low-cost option), make friends with a mechanic and get some coil springs (preferably unused, perhaps switched out from a lift kit job). Cut them into 6"-8" lengths and practice on those; you'll also be able to practice heat treatment and grinding, and you'll end up with an actual knife rather than a mild steel mockup. Just be aware that how one spring responds to heat treatment may not be the same as another from a different manufacturer.
Either way, once you've got some good knifemaking experience under your belt, you'll be in a much better position to move on to canister damascus and patternwelding. In the mean time, keep posting and make sure to show us pictures of your progress!