Thank you all for you hartwarming sympathy and good advises...
I spoke to my teacher in farrier school, and luckely i can post phone my final pracktikal exams to nex year. I 'v decided that i'm going to clean up my smithy and improve smoke evacuation on my forge (right now i get complaints from the neihgbours when the wind coms from the wron direction..), also i'm going to make a list with project i wand to do, en dmake the design and research work for them ready in difirent files, also some scrouching for stock will be a good investment... i'm going to try and do some work with my left , but only verry light work, it is as fosty and as Rich said, turning twisting holding firm.... al thing to avoid ... never taught about working silver wire..maybe a good idea to visit an old lady friend of mine who's a jewelery designer...
thanks guy's, i was feelling really down about not beeing abletograduate,and to work the forge... but your kind words and good advise has helped me see things more positive...
I'l keep ya'l informed about the progress, and i'l be posting a tread here soon for my smoke problem, as soon as i can get some pictures to explain the specific situation.
kind regards, and best wishes,
Johannes